At the Crossroads

At the Crossroads

22nd October 1892

I find myself this evening at the junction of the Shrewsbury and Chester roads, awaiting the morning coach that shall bear me northward. The inn is tolerable, the fire adequate, yet I am restless – a condition not of body but of the contemplative faculties. The crossroads outside my window, illuminated by a wan moon, seems possessed of some peculiar significance, as though the very earth conspires to remind me of choices made and paths yet untrodden.

How curious that a man’s life should resemble the great trade routes upon which his fortunes depend! I have these thirty years followed the circuits of commerce – Manchester to Liverpool, thence to Dublin, and back again in endless rotation. Each journey completes itself only to begin anew, like the seasons that govern the harvest, or the tides that fill our harbours with ships bearing silks from the Orient and cotton from the Americas. There is something at once humbling and magnificent in this great wheel of exchange, this ceaseless turning of goods and gold across the face of nations.

Tonight, in this solitary hour, I am moved to consider what epochs I have witnessed in my span of years. I was but a lad of fifteen when the dreadful conflict in the Crimea concluded – how we trembled at the accounts of Sebastopol, and wept for the men lost to Russian shot and the cholera alike! I recall my father speaking of it with that particular gravity reserved for matters of empire and honour. Later came the Indian troubles of ‘fifty-seven, which shook our confidence in the permanence of dominion, though we emerged the stronger for it.

In my own profession, no event stands more vividly in memory than the opening of the Suez Canal in ‘sixty-nine. I was established in the textile trade by then, and the shortening of the passage to India transformed our calculations utterly. What had been months became weeks; what had seemed distant grew near. It was as though the very globe had contracted beneath our feet.

And yet, for all these grand dramas of war and engineering, I find myself most moved by quieter revolutions. The railways – ah, the railways! – have remade Britain in my lifetime. As a young man, I travelled by coach for days to reach Edinburgh; now I might breakfast in London and take supper in Glasgow. The iron roads have knitted our island together, have made neighbours of strangers, have set commerce racing like blood through veins of steel.

Only last month, I read in The Times of Mr. Gladstone’s return to office, the Grand Old Man commencing (at his great age!) a fourth ministry. There is something cyclical in that as well – parties rising and falling, reforms advancing and retreating, the pendulum of governance swinging eternal between liberality and conservation.

But I digress. What strikes me most forcefully this night, standing as I do at this literal crossing of ways, is how a merchant’s life is itself a moral journey. We speak of “dealing fairly,” of a man’s “good name,” of “honouring one’s debts” – the very language of commerce saturated with questions of character and rectitude. Each transaction is a test; each bargain struck or refused reveals something of the soul. The roads diverge before me in the moonlight, and I am reminded that every choice of route – whether toward Liverpool or toward Leeds, toward profit or toward principle – shapes not merely the ledger but the man himself.

I confess to a species of awe when I contemplate the vastness of the world’s intercourse, the incomprehensible multitude of journeys occurring this very moment across oceans and continents. Somewhere a ship rounds the Cape; somewhere a caravan crosses the Syrian desert; somewhere a train thunders through the Alpine passes. We are all of us travellers, circling the earth in our various orbits, drawn onward by necessity and ambition, by duty and by hope.

Tomorrow I shall take the northern road. The decision is made. Yet I am conscious that in choosing one path, I abandon another – and therein lies both the sorrow and the grandeur of this itinerant existence we merchants lead.

The fire burns low. I must to bed, that I might rise with the dawn and resume my circuit.


Late Victorian Britain (1837–1901) saw industrial expansion, globalised trade, and imperial consolidation, shaped by railways, steam shipping, and the 1869 opening of the Suez Canal that shortened routes to India and Asia. Conflicts such as the Crimean War (1853–56) and the Indian Rebellion (1857–59) marked the era alongside rapid urban growth and social change. By 1892, Britain’s Liberal Party briefly returned to office under William Ewart Gladstone, amid debates on reform and empire. Consequences included intensified imperial expansion in Africa and Egypt, rising global competition, and later shifts toward decolonisation and geopolitical realignment in the 20th century.

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One response to “At the Crossroads”

  1. Tony avatar

    “…in choosing one path, I abandon another…”
    How we wittingly and unwittingly, shape our destinies from hour to hour and day to day.

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